David Herbert Lawrence

curious, quick, separate fellow, alone, but sure of himself.

Clifford started the little engine, the man carefully turned the chair,

and set it nose-forwards to the incline that curved gently to the dark hazel

thicket.

`Is that all then, Sir Clifford?' asked the man.

`No, you'd better come along in case she sticks. The engine isn't

really strong enough for the uphill work.' The man glanced round for his

dog...a thoughtful glance. The spaniel looked at him and faintly moved its

tail. A little smile, mocking or teasing her, yet gentle, came into his eyes

for a moment, then faded away, and his face was expressionless. They went

fairly quickly down the slope, the man with his hand on the rail of the

chair, steadying it. He looked like a free soldier rather than a servant.

And something about him reminded Connie of Tommy Dukes.

When they came to the hazel grove, Connie suddenly ran forward, and

opened the gate into the park. As she stood holding it, the two men looked

at her in passing, Clifford critically, the other man with a curious, cool

wonder; impersonally wanting to see what she looked like. And she saw in his

blue, impersonal eyes a look of suffering and detachment, yet a certain

warmth. But why was he so aloof, apart?

Clifford stopped the chair, once through the gate, and the man came

quickly, courteously, to close it.

`Why did you run to open?' asked Clifford in his quiet, calm voice,

that showed he was displeased. `Mellors would have done it.'

`I thought you would go straight ahead,' said Connie. `And leave you to

run after us?' said Clifford.

`Oh, well, I like to run sometimes!'

Mellors took the chair again, looking perfectly unheeding, yet Connie

felt he noted everything. As he pushed the chair up the steepish rise of the

knoll in the park, he breathed rather quickly, through parted lips. He was

rather frail really. Curiously full of vitality, but a little frail and

quenched. Her woman's instinct sensed it.

Connie fell back, let the chair go on. The day had greyed over; the

small blue sky that had poised low on its circular rims of haze was closed

in again, the lid was down, there was a raw coldness. It was going to snow.

All grey, all grey! the world looked worn out.

The chair waited at the top of the pink path. Clifford looked round for

Connie.

`Not tired, are you?' he said.

`Oh, no!' she said.

But she was. A strange, weary yearning, a dissatisfaction had started

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