David Herbert Lawrence

noticed the glass and the back-board in the square bedroom. Unfortunately,

on the back-board somebody had scribbled little sketches, and the initials,

several times repeated: C. S. R. This, however, afforded no clue until she

broke into the hut, and found one of your books, an autobiography of the

actress Judith, with your name, Constance Stewart Reid, on the front page.

After this, for some days she went round loudly saying that my paramour was

no less a person than Lady Chatterley herself. The news came at last to the

rector, Mr Burroughs, and to Sir Clifford. They then proceeded to take legal

steps against my liege lady, who for her part disappeared, having always had

a mortal fear of the police.

Sir Clifford asked to see me, so I went to him. He talked around things

and seemed annoyed with me. Then he asked if I knew that even her ladyship's

name had been mentioned. I said I never listened to scandal, and was

surprised to hear this bit from Sir Clifford himself. He said, of course it

was a great insult, and I told him there was Queen Mary on a calendar in the

scullery, no doubt because Her Majesty formed part of my harem. But he

didn't appreciate the sarcasm. He as good as told me I was a disreputable

character also walked about with my breeches' buttons undone, and I as good

as told him he'd nothing to unbutton anyhow, so he gave me the sack, and I

leave on Saturday week, and the place thereof shall know me no more.

I shall go to London, and my old landlady, Mrs Inger, 17 Coburg Square,

will either give me a room or will find one for me.

Be sure your sins will find you out, especially if you're married and

her name's Bertha---

There was not a word about herself, or to her. Connie resented this. He

might have said some few words of consolation or reassurance. But she knew

he was leaving her free, free to go back to Wragby and to Clifford. She

resented that too. He need riot be so falsely chivalrous. She wished he had

said to Clifford: `Yes, she is my lover and my mistress and I am proud of

it!' But his courage wouldn't carry him so far.

So her name was coupled with his in Tevershall! It was a mess. But that

would soon die down.

She was angry, with the complicated and confused anger that made her

inert. She did not know what to do nor what to say, so she said and did

nothing. She went on at Venice just the same, rowing out in the gondola with

Duncan Forbes, bathing, letting the days slip by. Duncan, who had been

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