David Herbert Lawrence

'Come and have tea,' he said.

'Yes, I should love it,' she replied, gathering herself together.

They sat facing each other across the tea table.

'I did not say, nor imply, a satellite. I meant two single equal stars

balanced in conjunction--'

'You gave yourself away, you gave away your little game completely,'

she cried, beginning at once to eat. He saw that she would take no

further heed of his expostulation, so he began to pour the tea.

'What GOOD things to eat!' she cried.

'Take your own sugar,' he said.

He handed her her cup. He had everything so nice, such pretty cups and

plates, painted with mauve-lustre and green, also shapely bowls and

glass plates, and old spoons, on a woven cloth of pale grey and black

and purple. It was very rich and fine. But Ursula could see Hermione's

influence.

'Your things are so lovely!' she said, almost angrily.

'I like them. It gives me real pleasure to use things that are

attractive in themselves--pleasant things. And Mrs Daykin is good. She

thinks everything is wonderful, for my sake.'

'Really,' said Ursula, 'landladies are better than wives, nowadays.

They certainly CARE a great deal more. It is much more beautiful and

complete here now, than if you were married.'

'But think of the emptiness within,' he laughed.

'No,' she said. 'I am jealous that men have such perfect landladies and

such beautiful lodgings. There is nothing left them to desire.'

'In the house-keeping way, we'll hope not. It is disgusting, people

marrying for a home.'

'Still,' said Ursula, 'a man has very little need for a woman now, has

he?'

'In outer things, maybe--except to share his bed and bear his children.

But essentially, there is just the same need as there ever was. Only

nobody takes the trouble to be essential.'

'How essential?' she said.

'I do think,' he said, 'that the world is only held together by the

mystic conjunction, the ultimate unison between people--a bond. And the

immediate bond is between man and woman.'

'But it's such old hat,' said Ursula. 'Why should love be a bond? No,

I'm not having any.'

'If you are walking westward,' he said, 'you forfeit the northern and

eastward and southern direction. If you admit a unison, you forfeit all

the possibilities of chaos.'

'But love is freedom,' she declared.

'Don't cant to me,' he replied. 'Love is a direction which excludes all

other directions. It's a freedom TOGETHER, if you like.'

'No,' she said, 'love includes everything.'

'Sentimental cant,' he replied. 'You want the state of chaos, that's

all. It is ultimate nihilism, this freedom-in-love business, this

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