David Herbert Lawrence

of red flannel, dreaming, brooding, enduring, persisting. There is a

wistfulness about him, as if he knew that the whole of things was too

much for him. There was no solution, either, in death. Death did not

give the answer to the soul's anxiety. That which is, is. It does not

cease to be when it is cut. Death cannot create nor destroy. What

is, is.

The little brooding Christ knows this. What is he brooding, then? His

static patience and endurance is wistful. What is it that he secretly

yearns for, amid all the placidity of fate? 'To be, or not to be,' this

may be the question, but is it not a question for death to answer. It is

not a question of living or not-living. It is a question of being--to be

or not to be. To persist or not to persist, that is not the question;

neither is it to endure or not to endure. The issue, is it eternal

not-being? If not, what, then, is being? For overhead the eternal

radiance of the snow gleams unfailing, it receives the efflorescence of

all life and is unchanged, the issue is bright and immortal, the snowy

not-being. What, then, is being?

As one draws nearer to the turning-point of the Alps, towards the

culmination and the southern slope, the influence of the educated world

is felt once more. Bavaria is remote in spirit, as yet unattached. Its

crucifixes are old and grey and abstract, small like the kernel of the

truth. Further into Austria they become new, they are painted white,

they are larger, more obtrusive. They are the expressions of a later,

newer phase, more introspective and self-conscious. But still they are

genuine expressions of the people's soul.

Often one can distinguish the work of a particular artist here and there

in a district. In the Zemm valley, in the heart of the Tyrol, behind

Innsbruck, there are five or six crucifixes by one sculptor. He is no

longer a peasant working out an idea, conveying a dogma. He is an

artist, trained and conscious, probably working in Vienna. He is

consciously trying to convey a _feeling_, he is no longer striving

awkwardly to render a truth, a religious fact.

The chief of his crucifixes stands deep in the Klamm, in the dank gorge

where it is always half-night. The road runs under the rock and the

trees, half-way up the one side of the pass. Below, the stream rushes

ceaselessly, embroiled among great stones, making an endless loud noise.

The rock face opposite rises high overhead, with the sky far up. So that

one is walking in a half-night, an underworld. And just below the path,

where the pack-horses go climbing to the remote, infolded villages, in

the cold gloom of the pass hangs the large, pale Christ. He is larger

than life-size. He has fallen forward, just dead, and the weight of the

full-grown, mature body hangs on the nails of the hands. So the dead,

heavy body drops forward, sags, as if it would tear away and fall under

its own weight.

It is the end. The face is barren with a dead expression of weariness,

and brutalized with pain and bitterness. The rather ugly, passionate

mouth is set for ever in the disillusionment of death. Death is the

complete disillusionment, set like a seal over the whole body and being,

over the suffering and weariness and the bodily passion.

The pass is gloomy and damp, the water roars unceasingly, till it is

almost like a constant pain. The driver of the pack-horses, as he comes

up the narrow path in the side of the gorge, cringes his sturdy

cheerfulness as if to obliterate himself, drawing near to the large,

pale Christ, and he takes his hat off as he passes, though he does not

look up, but keeps his face averted from the crucifix. He hurries by in

the gloom, climbing the steep path after his horses, and the large white

Christ hangs extended above.

The driver of the pack-horses is afraid. The fear is always there in

him, in spite of his sturdy, healthy robustness. His soul is not sturdy.

It is blenched and whitened with fear. The mountains are dark overhead,

the water roars in the gloom below. His heart is ground between the

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