David Herbert Lawrence

the crowd. Class distinctions are cut very fine. As we pass with the

padrona of the hotel, who is a Bavarian, we stop to speak to our own

padroni, the Di Paoli. They have a warm handshake and effusive polite

conversation for us; for Maria Samuelli, a distant bow. We realize

our mistake.

The barber--not the Siciliano, but flashy little Luigi with the big

tie-ring and the curls--knows all about the theatre. He says that Enrico

Persevalli has for his mistress Carina, the servant in _Ghosts_: that

the thin, gentle, old-looking king in _Hamlet_ is the husband of

Adelaida, and Carina is their daughter: that the old, sharp, fat little

body of a queen is Adelaida's mother: that they all like Enrico

Persevalli, because he is a very clever man: but that the 'Comic', Il

Brillante, Francesco, is unsatisfied.

In three performances in Epiphany week, the company took two hundred and

sixty-five francs, which was phenomenal. The manager, Enrico Persevalli,

and Adelaida pay twenty-four francs for every performance, or every

evening on which a performance is given, as rent for the theatre,

including light. The company is completely satisfied with its reception

on the Lago di Garda.

So it is all over. The Bersaglieri go running all the way home, because

it is already past half past ten. The night is very dark. About four

miles up the lake the searchlights of the Austrian border are swinging,

looking for smugglers. Otherwise the darkness is complete.

_4_

SAN GAUDENZIO

In the autumn the little rosy cyclamens blossom in the shade of this

west side of the lake. They are very cold and fragrant, and their scent

seems to belong to Greece, to the Bacchae. They are real flowers of the

past. They seem to be blossoming in the landscape of Phaedra and Helen.

They bend down, they brood like little chill fires. They are little

living myths that I cannot understand.

After the cyclamens the Christmas roses are in bud. It is at this season

that the cacchi are ripe on the trees in the garden, whole naked trees

full of lustrous, orange-yellow, paradisal fruit, gleaming against the

wintry blue sky. The monthly roses still blossom frail and pink, there

are still crimson and yellow roses. But the vines are bare and the

lemon-houses shut. And then, mid-winter, the lowest buds of the

Christmas roses appear under the hedges and rocks and by the streams.

They are very lovely, these first large, cold, pure buds, like violets,

like magnolias, but cold, lit up with the light from the snow.

The days go by, through the brief silence of winter, when the sunshine

is so still and pure, like iced wine, and the dead leaves gleam brown,

and water sounds hoarse in the ravines. It is so still and transcendent,

the cypress trees poise like flames of forgotten darkness, that should

have been blown out at the end of the summer. For as we have candles to

light the darkness of night, so the cypresses are candles to keep the

darkness aflame in the full sunshine.

Meanwhile, the Christmas roses become many. They rise from their budded,

intact humbleness near the ground, they rise up, they throw up their

crystal, they become handsome, they are heaps of confident, mysterious

whiteness in the shadow of a rocky stream. It is almost uncanny to see

them. They are the flowers of darkness, white and wonderful

beyond belief.

Then their radiance becomes soiled and brown, they thaw, break, and

scatter and vanish away. Already the primroses are coming out, and the

almond is in bud. The winter is passing away. On the mountains the

fierce snow gleams apricot gold as evening approaches, golden, apricot,

but so bright that it is almost frightening. What can be so fiercely

gleaming when all is shadowy? It is something inhuman and unmitigated

between heaven and earth.

The heavens are strange and proud all the winter, their progress goes on

without reference to the dim earth. The dawns come white and

translucent, the lake is a moonstone in the dark hills, then across the

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