David Herbert Lawrence

knowing how _to be_, and how _not to be_, for we must fulfil both.

Enrico Persevalli was detestable with his '_Essere, o non essere_'. He

whispered it in a hoarse whisper as if it were some melodramatic murder

he was about to commit. As a matter of fact, he knows quite well, and

has known all his life, that his pagan Infinite, his transport of the

flesh and the supremacy of the male in fatherhood, is all

unsatisfactory. All his life he has really cringed before the northern

Infinite of the Not-Self, although he has continued in the Italian habit

of Self. But it is mere habit, sham.

How can he know anything about being and not-being when he is only a

maudlin compromise between them, and all he wants is to be a maudlin

compromise? He is neither one nor the other. He has neither being nor

riot-being. He is as equivocal as the monks. He was detestable, mouthing

Hamlet's sincere words. He has still to let go, to know what not-being

is, before he can _be_. Till he has gone through the Christian negation

of himself, and has known the Christian consummation, he is a mere

amorphous heap.

For the soliloquies of Hamlet are as deep as the soul of man can go, in

one direction, and as sincere as the Holy Spirit itself in their

essence. But thank heaven, the bog into which Hamlet struggled is almost

surpassed.

It is a strange thing, if a man covers his face, and speaks with his

eyes blinded, how significant and poignant he becomes. The ghost of this

Hamlet was very simple. He was wrapped down to the knees in a great

white cloth, and over his face was an open-work woollen shawl. But the

naïve blind helplessness and verity of his voice was strangely

convincing. He seemed the most real thing in the play. From the knees

downward he was Laertes, because he had on Laertes' white trousers and

patent leather slippers. Yet he was strangely real, a voice out of

the dark.

The Ghost is really one of the play's failures, it is so trivial and

unspiritual and vulgar. And it was spoilt for me from the first. When I

was a child I went to the twopenny travelling theatre to see _Hamlet_.

The Ghost had on a helmet and a breastplate. I sat in pale transport.

''Amblet, 'Amblet, I _am_ thy father's ghost.'

Then came a voice from the dark, silent audience, like a cynical knife

to my fond soul:

'Why tha arena, I can tell thy voice.'

The peasants loved Ophelia: she was in white with her hair down her

back. Poor thing, she was pathetic, demented. And no wonder, after

Hamlet's 'O, that this too, too solid flesh would melt!' What then of

her young breasts and her womb? Hamlet with her was a very disagreeable

sight. The peasants loved her. There was a hoarse roar, half of

indignation, half of roused passion, at the end of her scene.

The graveyard scene, too, was a great success, but I could not bear

Hamlet. And the grave-digger in Italian was a mere buffoon. The whole

scene was farcical to me because of the Italian, '_Questo cranio,

Signore_--'And Enrico, dainty fellow, took the skull in a corner of his

black cloak. As an Italian, he would not willingly touch it. It was

unclean. But he looked a fool, hulking himself in his lugubriousness. He

was as self-important as D'Annunzio.

The close fell flat. The peasants had applauded the whole graveyard

scene wildly. But at the end of all they got up and crowded to the

doors, as if to hurry away: this in spite of Enrico's final feat: he

fell backwards, smack down three steps of the throne platform, on to the

stage. But planks and braced muscle will bounce, and Signer Amleto

bounced quite high again.

It was the end of _Amleto_, and I was glad. But I loved the theatre, I

loved to look down on the peasants, who were so absorbed. At the end of

the scenes the men pushed back their black hats, and rubbed their hair

across their brows with a pleased, excited movement. And the women

stirred in their seats.

Just one man was with his wife and child, and he was of the same race as

my old woman at San Tommaso. He was fair, thin, and clear, abstract, of

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