David Herbert Lawrence

unthinkable not-being. And this our life, this admixture of labour and

of warm experience in the flesh, all the time it is steaming up to the

changeless brilliance above, the light of the everlasting snows. This is

the eternal issue.

Whether it is singing or dancing or play-acting or physical transport of

love, or vengeance or cruelty, or whether it is work or sorrow or

religion, the issue is always the same at last, into the radiant

negation of eternity. Hence the beauty and completeness, the finality of

the highland peasant. His figure, his limbs, his face, his motion, it is

all formed in beauty, and it is all completed. There is no flux nor hope

nor becoming, all is, once and for all. The issue is eternal, timeless,

and changeless. All being and all passing away is part of the issue,

which is eternal and changeless. Therefore there is no becoming and no

passing away. Everything is, now and for ever. Hence the strange beauty

and finality and isolation of the Bavarian peasant.

It is plain in the crucifixes. Here is the essence rendered in sculpture

of wood. The face is blank and stiff, almost expressionless. One

realizes with a start how unchanging and conventionalized is the face of

the living man and woman of these parts, handsome, but motionless as

pure form. There is also an underlying meanness, secretive, cruel. It is

all part of the beauty, the pure, plastic beauty. The body also of the

Christus is stiff and conventionalized, yet curiously beautiful in

proportion, and in the static tension which makes it unified into one

clear thing. There is no movement, no possible movement. The being is

fixed, finally. The whole body is locked in one knowledge, beautiful,

complete. It is one with the nails. Not that it is languishing or dead.

It is stubborn, knowing its own undeniable being, sure of the absolute

reality of the sensuous experience. Though he is nailed down upon an

irrevocable fate, yet, within that fate he has the power and the delight

of all sensuous experience. So he accepts the fate and the mystic

delight of the senses with one will, he is complete and final. His

sensuous experience is supreme, a consummation of life and death

at once.

It is the same at all times, whether it is moving with the scythe on the

hill-slopes, or hewing the timber, or steering the raft down the river

which is all effervescent with ice; whether it is drinking in the

Gasthaus, or making love, or playing some mummer's part, or hating

steadily and cruelly, or whether it is kneeling in spellbound subjection

in the incense-filled church, or walking in the strange, dark,

subject-procession to bless the fields, or cutting the young birch-trees

for the feast of Frohenleichnam, it is always the same, the dark,

powerful mystic, sensuous experience is the whole of him, he is mindless

and bound within the absoluteness of the issue, the unchangeability of

the great icy not-being which holds good for ever, and is supreme.

Passing further away, towards Austria, travelling up the Isar, till the

stream becomes smaller and whiter and the air is colder, the full

glamour of the northern hills, which are so marvellously luminous and

gleaming with flowers, wanes and gives way to a darkness, a sense of

ominousness. Up there I saw another little Christ, who seemed the very

soul of the place. The road went beside the river, that was seething

with snowy ice-bubbles, under the rocks and the high, wolf-like

pine-trees, between the pinkish shoals. The air was cold and hard and

high, everything was cold and separate. And in a little glass case

beside the road sat a small, hewn Christ, the head resting on the hand;

and he meditates, half-wearily, doggedly, the eyebrows lifted in strange

abstraction, the elbow resting on the knee. Detached, he sits and dreams

and broods, wearing his little golden crown of thorns, and his little

cloak of red flannel that some peasant woman has stitched for him.

No doubt he still sits there, the small, blank-faced Christ in the cloak

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