David Herbert Lawrence

He lifts his shoulders and spreads his hands with that gesture of

finality and fatality, while his face takes the blank, ageless look of

misery, like a monkey's. There is no hope. There is the present. Either

that is enough, the present, or there is nothing.

I sat and looked at the lake. It was beautiful as paradise, as the first

creation. On the shores were the ruined lemon-pillars standing out in

melancholy, the clumsy, enclosed lemon-houses seemed ramshackle, bulging

among vine stocks and olive trees. The villages, too, clustered upon

their churches, seemed to belong to the past. They seemed to be

lingering in bygone centuries.

'But it is very beautiful,' I protested. 'In England--'

'Ah, in England,' exclaimed the padrone, the same ageless, monkey-like

grin of fatality, tempered by cunning, coming on his face, 'in England

you have the wealth--_les richesses_--you have the mineral coal and the

machines, _vous savez_. Here we have the sun--'

He lifted his withered hand to the sky, to the wonderful source of that

blue day, and he smiled, in histrionic triumph. But his triumph was only

histrionic. The machines were more to his soul than the sun. He did not

know these mechanisms, their great, human-contrived, inhuman power, and

he wanted to know them. As for the sun, that is common property, and no

man is distinguished by it. He wanted machines, machine production,

money, and human power. He wanted to know the joy of man who has got the

earth in his grip, bound it up with railways, burrowed it with iron

fingers, subdued it. He wanted this last triumph of the ego, this last

reduction. He wanted to go where the English have gone, beyond the Self,

into the great inhuman Not Self, to create the great unliving creators,

the machines, out of the active forces of nature that existed

before flesh.

But he is too old. It remains for the young Italian to embrace his

mistress, the machine.

I sat on the roof of the lemon-house, with the lake below and the snowy

mountain opposite, and looked at the ruins on the old, olive-fuming

shores, at all the peace of the ancient world still covered in sunshine,

and the past seemed to me so lovely that one must look towards it,

backwards, only backwards, where there is peace and beauty and no more

dissonance.

I thought of England, the great mass of London, and the black, fuming,

laborious Midlands and north-country. It seemed horrible. And yet, it

was better than the padrone, this old, monkey-like cunning of fatality.

It is better to go forward into error than to stay fixed inextricably

in the past.

Yet what should become of the world? There was London and the industrial

counties spreading like a blackness over all the world, horrible, in the

end destructive. And the Garda was so lovely under the sky of sunshine,

it was intolerable. For away, beyond, beyond all the snowy Alps, with

the iridescence of eternal ice above them, was this England, black and

foul and dry, with her soul worn down, almost worn away. And England was

conquering the world with her machines and her horrible destruction of

natural life. She was conquering the whole world.

And yet, was she not herself finished in this work? She had had enough.

She had conquered the natural life to the end: she was replete with the

conquest of the outer world, satisfied with the destruction of the Self.

She would cease, she would turn round; or else expire.

If she still lived, she would begin to build her knowledge into a great

structure of truth. There it lay, vast masses of rough-hewn knowledge,

vast masses of machines and appliances, vast masses of ideas and

methods, and nothing done with it, only teeming swarms of disintegrated

human beings seething and perishing rapidly away amongst it, till it

seems as if a world will be left covered with huge ruins, and scored by

strange devices of industry, and quite dead, the people disappeared,

swallowed up in the last efforts towards a perfect, selfless society.

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