David Herbert Lawrence

_immoral_! You'd never make a greater mistake. Oh dear me, no.

Morality's her strongest point. Live on three lettuce leaves, and

give the rest to the char. That's her. Oh, dreadful times we had in

those first years. We only lived together for three years. But dear

_me_! how awful it was!"

"Why?"

"There was no pleasing the woman. She wouldn't eat. If I said to her

'What shall we have for supper, Grace?' as sure as anything she'd

answer 'Oh, I shall take a bath when I go to bed--that will be my

supper.' She was one of these advanced vegetarian women, don't you

know."

"How extraordinary!" said Alvina.

"Extraordinary! I should think so. Extraordinary hard lines on _me_.

And she wouldn't let _me_ eat either. She followed me to the kitchen in

a _fury_ while I cooked for myself. Why imagine! I prepared a dish of

champignons: oh, most _beautiful_ champignons, beautiful--and I put

them on the stove to fry in butter: beautiful young champignons. I'm

hanged if she didn't go into the kitchen while my back was turned, and

pour a pint of old carrot-water into the pan. I was _furious_.

Imagine!--beautiful fresh young champignons--"

"Fresh mushrooms," said Alvina.

"Mushrooms--most beautiful things in the world. Oh! don't you think

so?" And he rolled his eyes oddly to heaven.

"They _are_ good," said Alvina.

"I should say so. And swamped--_swamped_ with her dirty old carrot

water. Oh I was so angry. And all she could say was, 'Well, I

didn't want to waste it!' Didn't want to waste her old carrot water,

and so _ruined_ my champignons. _Can_ you imagine such a person?"

"It must have been trying."

"I should think it was. I lost weight. I lost I don't know how many

pounds, the first year I was married to that woman. She hated me to

eat. Why, one of her great accusations against me, at the last, was

when she said: 'I've looked round the larder,' she said to me, 'and

seen it was quite empty, and I thought to myself: _Now_ he _can't_

cook a supper! And _then_ you did!' There! What do you think of

that? The spite of it! 'And _then_ you did!'"

"What did she expect you to live on?" asked Alvina.

"Nibble a lettuce leaf with her, and drink water from the tap--and

then elevate myself with a Bernard Shaw pamphlet. That was the sort

of woman she was. All it gave _me_ was gas in the stomach."

"So overbearing!" said Alvina.

"Oh!" he turned his eyes to heaven, and spread his hands. "I didn't

believe my senses. I didn't know such people existed. And her

friends! Oh the dreadful friends she had--these Fabians! Oh, their

eugenics. They wanted to examine my private morals, for eugenic

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