David Herbert Lawrence

would not intrigue into marriage, or try and make use of them in any

way. She didn't care about them. And so, because of her isolate

self-sufficiency in the fray, her wild, overweening backbone, they

were ready to attend on her and serve her. Headley in particular

hoped he might overcome her. He was a well-built fellow with sandy

hair and a pugnacious face. The battle-spirit was really roused in

him, and he heartily liked the woman. If he could have overcome her

he would have been mad to marry her.

With him, she summoned up all her mettle. She had never to be off

her guard for a single minute. The treacherous suddenness of his

attack--for he was treachery itself--had to be met by the voltaic

suddenness of her resistance and counter-attack. It was nothing less

than magical the way the soft, slumbering body of the woman could

leap in one jet into terrible, overwhelming voltaic force, something

strange and massive, at the first treacherous touch of the man's

determined hand. His strength was so different from hers--quick,

muscular, lambent. But hers was deep and heaving, like the strange

heaving of an earthquake, or the heave of a bull as it rises from

earth. And by sheer non-human power, electric and paralysing, she

could overcome the brawny red-headed fellow.

He was nearly a match for her. But she did not like him. The two

were enemies--and good acquaintances. They were more or less

matched. But as he found himself continually foiled, he became

sulky, like a bear with a sore head. And then she avoided him.

She really liked Young and James much better. James was a quick,

slender, dark-haired fellow, a gentleman, who was always trying to

catch her out with his quickness. She liked his fine, slim limbs,

and his exaggerated generosity. He would ask her out to ridiculously

expensive suppers, and send her sweets and flowers, fabulously

recherché. He was always immaculately well-dressed.

"Of course, as a lady _and_ a nurse," he said to her, "you are two

sorts of women in one."

But she was not impressed by his wisdom.

She was most strongly inclined to Young. He was a plump young man of

middle height, with those blue eyes of a little boy which are so

knowing: particularly of a woman's secrets. It is a strange thing

that these childish men have such a deep, half-perverse knowledge of

the other sex. Young was certainly innocent as far as acts went. Yet

his hair was going thin at the crown already.

He also played with her--being a doctor, and she a nurse who

encouraged it. He too touched her and kissed her: and did _not_

rouse her to contest. For his touch and his kiss had that nearness

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