David Herbert Lawrence

small dormer window. "Fascinating! See the town and the hills! I

know I should want this room for my own."

"Then have it," he said. "Have it for _one_ of your own."

She crept out of the window recess and looked up at him. He was

leaning forward to her, smiling, self-conscious, tentative, and

eager. She thought it best to laugh it off.

"I was only talking like a child, from the imagination," she said.

"I quite understand that," he replied deliberately. "But I am

speaking what I _mean_--"

She did not answer, but looked at him reproachfully. He was smiling

and smirking broadly at her.

"Won't you marry me, and come and have this garret for your own?" He

spoke as if he were offering her a chocolate. He smiled with curious

uncertainty.

"I don't know," she said vaguely.

His smile broadened.

"Well now," he said, "make up your mind. I'm not good at _talking_

about love, you know. But I think I'm pretty good at _feeling_ it,

you know. I want you to come here and be happy: with me." He added

the two last words as a sort of sly post-scriptum, and as if to

commit himself finally.

"But I've never thought about it," she said, rapidly cogitating.

"I know you haven't. But think about it now--" He began to be hugely

pleased with himself. "Think about it now. And tell me if you could

put up with _me_, as well as the garret." He beamed and put his head

a little on one side--rather like Mr. May, for one second. But he

was much more dangerous than Mr. May. He was overbearing, and had

the devil's own temper if he was thwarted. This she knew. He was a

big man in a navy blue suit, with very white teeth.

Again she thought she had better laugh it off.

"It's you I _am_ thinking about," she laughed, flirting still. "It's

you I _am_ wondering about."

"Well," he said, rather pleased with himself, "you wonder about me

till you've made up your mind--"

"I will--" she said, seizing the opportunity. "I'll wonder about you

till I've made up my mind--shall I?"

"Yes," he said. "That's what I wish you to do. And the next time I

ask you, you'll let me know. That's it, isn't it?" He smiled

indulgently down on her: thought her face young and charming,

charming.

"Yes," she said. "But don't ask me too soon, will you?"

"How, too soon--?" He smiled delightedly.

"You'll give me time to wonder about you, won't you? You won't ask

me again this month, will you?"

"This month?" His eyes beamed with pleasure. He enjoyed the

procrastination as much as she did. "But the month's only just

begun! However! Yes, you shall have your way. I won't ask you again

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