David Herbert Lawrence

"Thirty," confessed Alvina.

"Thirty! Well now--so much difference! How can you trust him? How

can you? Why does he want to marry you--why?"

"I don't know--" said Alvina.

"No, and I don't know. But I know something of these Italian men,

who are labourers in every country, just labourers and under-men

always, always down, down, down--" And Madame pressed her spread

palms downwards. "And so--when they have a chance to come up--" she

raised her hand with a spring--"they are very conceited, and they

take their chance. He will want to rise, by you, and you will go

down, with him. That is how it is. I have seen it before--yes--more

than one time--"

"But," said Alvina, laughing ruefully. "He can't rise much because

of me, can he?"

"How not? How not? In the first place, you are English, and he

thinks to rise by that. Then you are not of the lower class, you are

of the higher class, the class of the masters, such as employ Ciccio

and men like him. How will he not rise in the world by you? Yes, he

will rise very much. Or he will draw you down, down--Yes, one or

another. And then he thinks that now you have money--now your father

is dead--" here Madame glanced apprehensively at the closed

door--"and they all like money, yes, very much, all Italians--"

"Do they?" said Alvina, scared. "I'm sure there won't _be_ any

money. I'm sure father is in debt."

"What? You think? Do you? Really? Oh poor Miss Houghton! Well--and

will you tell Ciccio that? Eh? Hein?"

"Yes--certainly--if it matters," said poor Alvina.

"Of course it matters. Of course it matters very much. It matters to

him. Because he will not have much. He saves, saves, saves, as they

all do, to go back to Italy and buy a piece of land. And if he has

you, it will cost him much more, he cannot continue with

Natcha-Kee-Tawara. All will be much more difficult--"

"Oh, I will tell him in time," said Alvina, pale at the lips.

"You will tell him! Yes. That is better. And then you will see. But

he is obstinate--as a mule. And if he will still have you, then you

must think. Can you live in England as the wife of a labouring man,

a dirty Eyetalian, as they all say? It is serious. It is not

pleasant for you, who have not known it. I also have not known it.

But I have seen--" Alvina watched with wide, troubled eyes, while

Madame darted looks, as from bright, deep black glass.

"Yes," said Alvina. "I should hate being a labourer's wife in a

nasty little house in a street--"

"In a house?" cried Madame. "It would not be in a house. They live

many together in one house. It would be two rooms, or even one room,

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