David Herbert Lawrence

in having a tooth drawn.

The landlady looked at him _de haut en bas_, rather pitying, and at

the same time, resenting his clear, fierce morality. Paul went home,

glowering. He entered the house silently. Friday was baking day, and

there was usually a hot bun. His mother put it before him.

Suddenly he turned on her in a fury, his eyes flashing:

"I'm NOT going to the office any more," he said.

"Why, what's the matter?" his mother asked in surprise. His sudden rages

rather amused her.

"I'm NOT going any more," he declared.

"Oh, very well, tell your father so."

He chewed his bun as if he hated it.

"I'm not--I'm not going to fetch the money."

"Then one of Carlin's children can go; they'd be glad enough of the

sixpence," said Mrs. Morel.

This sixpence was Paul's only income. It mostly went in buying birthday

presents; but it WAS an income, and he treasured it. But--

"They can have it, then!" he said. "I don't want it."

"Oh, very well," said his mother. "But you needn't bully ME about it."

"They're hateful, and common, and hateful, they are, and I'm not going

any more. Mr. Braithwaite drops his 'h's', an' Mr. Winterbottom says

'You was'."

"And is that why you won't go any more?" smiled Mrs. Morel.

The boy was silent for some time. His face was pale, his eyes dark and

furious. His mother moved about at her work, taking no notice of him.

"They always stan' in front of me, so's I can't get out," he said.

"Well, my lad, you've only to ASK them," she replied.

"An' then Alfred Winterbottom says, 'What do they teach you at the

Board-school?'"

"They never taught HIM much," said Mrs. Morel, "that is a fact--neither

manners nor wit--and his cunning he was born with."

So, in her own way, she soothed him. His ridiculous hypersensitiveness

made her heart ache. And sometimes the fury in his eyes roused her, made

her sleeping soul lift up its head a moment, surprised.

"What was the cheque?" she asked.

"Seventeen pounds eleven and fivepence, and sixteen and six stoppages,"

replied the boy. "It's a good week; and only five shillings stoppages

for my father."

So she was able to calculate how much her husband had earned, and could

call him to account if he gave her short money. Morel always kept to

himself the secret of the week's amount.

Friday was the baking night and market night. It was the rule that Paul

should stay at home and bake. He loved to stop in and draw or read; he

was very fond of drawing. Annie always "gallivanted" on Friday nights;

Arthur was enjoying himself as usual. So the boy remained alone.

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