David Herbert Lawrence

hand."

The young wife was silent.

She said very little to her husband, but her manner had changed towards

him. Something in her proud, honourable soul had crystallised out hard

as rock.

When October came in, she thought only of Christmas. Two years ago, at

Christmas, she had met him. Last Christmas she had married him. This

Christmas she would bear him a child.

"You don't dance yourself, do you, missis?" asked her nearest neighbour,

in October, when there was great talk of opening a dancing-class over

the Brick and Tile Inn at Bestwood.

"No--I never had the least inclination to," Mrs. Morel replied.

"Fancy! An' how funny as you should ha' married your Mester. You know

he's quite a famous one for dancing."

"I didn't know he was famous," laughed Mrs. Morel.

"Yea, he is though! Why, he ran that dancing-class in the Miners' Arms

club-room for over five year."

"Did he?"

"Yes, he did." The other woman was defiant. "An' it was thronged

every Tuesday, and Thursday, an' Sat'day--an' there WAS carryin's-on,

accordin' to all accounts."

This kind of thing was gall and bitterness to Mrs. Morel, and she had

a fair share of it. The women did not spare her, at first; for she was

superior, though she could not help it.

He began to be rather late in coming home.

"They're working very late now, aren't they?" she said to her

washer-woman.

"No later than they allers do, I don't think. But they stop to have

their pint at Ellen's, an' they get talkin', an' there you are! Dinner

stone cold--an' it serves 'em right."

"But Mr. Morel does not take any drink."

The woman dropped the clothes, looked at Mrs. Morel, then went on with

her work, saying nothing.

Gertrude Morel was very ill when the boy was born. Morel was good to

her, as good as gold. But she felt very lonely, miles away from her own

people. She felt lonely with him now, and his presence only made it more

intense.

The boy was small and frail at first, but he came on quickly. He was

a beautiful child, with dark gold ringlets, and dark-blue eyes which

changed gradually to a clear grey. His mother loved him passionately.

He came just when her own bitterness of disillusion was hardest to bear;

when her faith in life was shaken, and her soul felt dreary and lonely.

She made much of the child, and the father was jealous.

At last Mrs. Morel despised her husband. She turned to the child; she

turned from the father. He had begun to neglect her; the novelty of his

own home was gone. He had no grit, she said bitterly to herself. What

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